So I’ve been asking people advice about how to deal with the transition I’m about to make in 26 days. I’m feeling really pressured about it because the day is approaching really fast. People told me to just pray and have a talk with my parents. Please pray for me because it’s something I am not used of doing.

Anyway, I just want to say that I find joy in doing God’s work. :’) I’m incredibly grateful for God’s purpose!

Have you ever been in a situation where you have so many thoughts in your head that you want to share on facebook or twitter but you’re worried that you’ll end up flooding people’s news feeds? That’s my dilemma right now so I’ll just put my thoughts here. I’m so grateful for tumblr!

• I am super duper grateful for brothers in the Kingdom. It’s encouraging to know that there are men on earth who do not look at the girls’ physical appearance and have pure hearts and intentions to encourage women.
• I am hungry but I’m so fat that it discourages me to eat.
• Why are people in the world so worldly? -.-
• People in the world depend so much on their feelings. It’s scary. What if one day you feel so much different from what you felt the day before?
• My lunch date with God today is super encouraging. He encouraged me and laid me out. :D
• God just never stops encouraging me. A sister from NY sent me a FB message saying that she wants to build a deep relationship with me. :’) AMEEN!
• Emotions are starting to kick in. I have 3 weeks left in Chicago. :\
• I am super sentimental -.- I’m praying to overcome it though.
• I’m scanning mountains of files right now.
• Tomorrow is my last day at work. :’(
• I just found out that what we’re praying for is finally answered!

Soooo it’s beena whilesince I posted a decent blog on my tumblr account. I have been extremely busy as a lot of things happened lately. Anyway, I have 26 days left in Chicago and I start feeling the pressure and emotions. Sentimentality is starting to kick in! This morning I woke feeling worried and anxious that I wanted to throw myself out of the window. Of course, it was resolved by prayer and a great quiet time. If it wasn’t for God’s word, I don’t know where I would be. Probably, dead in front of our house.

Anyway, at 1pm today, I went to my internship and told my boss that Friday will be my last day in the office. It was heart breaking!! I had to ask advice before doing it and pray a lot and fight sentimentality for the whole day. When I told my boss, who is like my mom in the office that I’m leaving on Friday, I saw a little sadness in her eyes. I was so sad too. :| Even as I walked out from the office, I had to hold my tears and pray a lot not to take back what I said… It’s amazing how things are going by quickly that I am having a hard time to comprehend it. I am actually forced to face reality and stop taking detours to get to where I’m suppose to be.

Pray for me guys! pray for me.